today's my 1st day at SAJC.
sang at` @ 8:27 PMMonday, March 06, 2006
its a whole new beginning i suppose. and i hope the dreading phase will pass soon.
life will be good in sa i hope, the ppl i meet will b frenly i hope, sch will b manageable i hope..
oh well. the future's a vague.i wish i cld see it better. trying very hard to view it the optimistic way.
it was quite depressing seeing how the students from the 1st intake alrd had their own clicks. but then, it made my day a lil knowing quite a few of the gals who were pretty nice.. and there were the pl lites that gave me the sense of belonging.
rushed down to sr to give the boy a suprise. was thinking this wld probably b the last time i can give a surprise like this.. so might as well juz give my last shot.
im nt sure if the boy truely appreciates it. juz hope he was happy..
mayb he dosent really know how to express he's feelings the way ian used to.. sometimes, i dun feel appreciated at all...
sighs. then agn, im just hoping he'll cherish the lil surprises i bother giving..bcoz over time, the surprises tend to wears off and slowly decreases.
i was nv a good gf or rather a lasting one.
sighss.
im nt sure if my stand still stays.
giving it* only to the person i love most?
i've learn over time that all that is crap.
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